For a friend.

One thing you will come to know about me is that I will do anything and everything I can for one of my close friends. Sometimes, I wish I could just take all the pain, worry, sorrow, or just the upsetting things away from them, but unfortunately, it is not humanly possible. That really hurts me. When I see my friends going through something or just being upset, all I want is for them to no longer feel that.

Right now, my friend K seems to be going through something. Now I have no idea what it is, but I doesn't matter because no matter how big it is all I want to do is take it all away from her. We are seriously more like sisters [we call each other sis and all that] and we were supposed to hang out tomorrow night. Well, we can hang out tomorrow night at school, but I most likely can't sleep over like we were planning. Now, I know that we will eventually, but it just seems like she is going through something and could use it, but her parents said no. I just, I feel really terrible, even though there isn't really anything I can do about it. And as much as I know that, it still doesn't make me feel any better about it. The next 2 weekends after this weekend are booked up for both of us, her with her things and me with SATs and getting my wisdom teeth out, so I know we won't be able to hang out til pretty much April after this weekend, except for tomorrow night and maybe one or two days after school.

What can I do? What can I humanly, possibly do to help her in this situation? I could be way off and nothing may be bothering her, but IDK. She REALLY wanted to hang out tomorrow night [as did I] and she's really mad that we can't. I can't go against her parents, but I feel terrible not knowing what to do. I just....she's my best friend. I have a couple, but we've gotten really close over these past couple months and yes, she's my little sister. Right now I am just at a loss and hoping that her parents change their minds and let us hang out tomorrow night.

Please keep your fingers crossed for me.

Hope all you lovely ladies are doing well :]

-P

P.S. The Junior Prom thing isn't getting anywhere :( I haven't been able to find a date. We'll see what happens, but the tickets go on sale Monday....so I don't have a lot of hope right now. But I guess if it's meant to be it will happen. It seems I have to have a lot of hope in a lot of things right now....